hmm!

i think i shld juz start the ball rolling instead of mi waiting.

if not.

i will suffer more i guess.

but.

im afraid i got no courage to do wat i wanted to do when the time reach.

tats wat i had been always been doing.

which had made mi feel like a failure.

hais.

wait for my good news k.

hope i will be happie back again like b4.

=)

hais.

ya.

i hate this too.

y is there always problem when my tests and exams are going on.

juz made mi got more things to fan abt.

last sem de common test.

coz of 'him'

last sem de exam.

heart broke.

now de common.

this prob.

tian ah!!

plz bless mi my upcoming exam nth will happen k?

i dun wana fan more things.

it will juz made mi cant haf 100% de concentration.

keep on fen xin.

thinking of this.

thinking of tat.

argh!

god.

bless mi.

hmm.

think shld go temple one of these daes le.

juz told mi mother i quite long din visit temple le.

ya.

indeed its veri long ago ever since i last visited.

=)

back to my notes again.

hope i wun think much ANYMORE.

wish mi luck k?

and i will do my best!

ciao!

=D

mugging..

this week like passing so slow.

-_-

still studying.

dunno wat time im gonna slp.

hmm.

a lot of thinking up in my mind.

hmm.

oh..

gonna change my blogskin aft my common test.

kinda boring le.

haa.

stopping here liao.

hafta study le.

ciaoz``

yup.

i reallie stayed at home.

poor mi?

nah.

will get use to it one dae.

tml wireless paper.

last week there were a few daes abt rumours on wireless paper de formulae sheet.

given or not given.

had made all of us so confuss.

i ask michelle to call either lecturer or tutor to ask.

i dun wana call coz both like sot sot de.

LOL!

=D

in the end.

dunno how michelle noe.

its given.

tats good lah.

i oso rmb its given.

not possible dun gif de lah.

if reallie not given.

juz memorise those formulae enough le.

no need study theory liao.

-_-

haa.

ya.

still haf lotsa stuffs to update.

haf not upload my pics.

aft my common test ba.

ytd the ch8 2000 de show

'its showtime'

i received email asking to support.

coz one of the team is from bartley.

ya.

den i watched.

omg.

seriously.

is damn not good lor.

sorry bartleyans.

there is reallie alot for u guys to improve on.

=)

hmm.

let mi count.

aft common test.

den its week 12 le.

den study till week 17.

week 18 exam.

ya.

aft exam.

IM OFF FROM SCH!!!

lol.

den its my attachment and fyp.

still dunno which come first.

fast ar.

its juz less den 2mths.

my poly life coming to the end soon le.

sad?

happy?

OH YA!!!

saw tat beng leong ytd in sch.

kena suan-ed by him.

he onli haf 2 common test paper yet i haf 4?!?!

include my maths.

wth.

-_-

1 down.

3 to go.

wish mi best of luck ba!

hope i can do well.

=)

fuck.

everything juz change aft 2 weeks.

hais.

met jinlong and gang in the morning at canteen to do last revison b4 the paper.

den went for the paper.

omg.

think flung le ba.

doing halfway i was like counting my marks liao.

count count count.

oso dunno can pass or not.

ya.

hopefully.

pray hard tat i can pass.

get a D i oso satisfied.

dun fail can le.

=)

den aft paper.

no where to go.

so went home lor.

walked out wif michelle and sum shen.

michelle bought N80!!!

-_-

haa.

hmm.

hais.

seriously i reallie duno wat had happen.

im reallie sad.

but i tried to be happy.

the feeling was like even worst than breaking up wif bf.

hais.

can someone juz enlighten mi?

=(

where will i be tml?

i dunno.

no where ba i guess.

how i wish can go back to those daes.

wat we did during holidaes.

everything..

everything...

and

EVERYTHING!!!

hais.

i reallie envy the friendship between june and faridah.

although the both of them often quarrel over some matters.

they like quarrel till raising voice to each other.

but not shouting to each other.

despite all the quarrel and everything.

they are still best friends.

i can see tat their friendship among the both of them wun break.

they often quarrel coz both of them got different character.

and oso different opinion for most things.

yup.

tats all for now.

will update soon.

a quick update of myself.

i FINALLY got my haircut.

and oso had coloured my hair.

wif xiu.

yup.

a new suet ba.

=)

had been studying overnight past 1 week plus.

and slp for like 2hrs?

haa.

pro?

well.

siao ba i guess.

my LAST common test liao.

so juz PIANG ah!!!

lol.

den juz now met jinlong in sch to study.

hmm.

for the whole 2 weeks break i din even step into nyp.

ya.

for the first time.

hais

sad to sae.

things reallie change.

i had learnt not to grumble but to accept.

im proud to sae tat.

i had learnt to be alone.

to be independent.

stop relying on others.

relying on others juz lead mi to no where.

afterall 'loneliness' is not as bad as i tot.

hmm.

but i still felt terrible deep in my heart although i sae i can be alone.

tats my life ba.

i cant force ppl and demand them to change their decision.

sometimes i reallie felt tired of my life...

HI everyone!!!

IM BACK!!!

for those who dunno.

tot i had mia-ed or wat.

MY COM IS DOWN!!!

for almost a mth man.

can u imagine life w/o com.

i had it b4.

it reallie sux.

but manage to get someone.

to fix it.

hmm.

actually he's my kindergargrden's classmate's father.

haa.

but im not tat close my my kindergarden classmates(well they are twins! =D)

their sister is oso my brother kindergarden classmate too!

lol.

but my mother still keeping contact wif their mother.

ask my mother to get her friend de husband to come over to fix my SHITY com.

so..

see the link?

lol.

had re-formated the com.

everything gone ba.

but got backup some of my files.

den.

i got alomst 50 new mails.

my goodness.

had acutally missed out some of the stuffs.

argh!

well.

for the past few had had happended lotsa stuffs.

im not gonna update.

NO TIME!!!

tml starting of my common test week liao!!!

wish mi all the best ba.

will slowly update ba.

=)

most of my friends.

esp my jies.

had finished their common test le.

ya.

xin ku ni man le.

and they can juz relax for 2 weeks.

unlike mi.

relax and still hafta chiong for common tests.

argh!

hais.

ok.

better stop grumble le.

oh ua.

saw weeloon a few times in sch le.

he now doing his FYP le.

aft his attachment.

he told mi tat FYP de report is like DAMN thick?!

and he doing his FYP solo.

wun be easy ba.

wah.

all the best to mi ba.

btw.

he is taking wireless too!

WIRELESS ROX!!

-_-

lame mi.

lol.

todae sch at 1000.

3242 lab was going thru past yr paper too.

den lunch wif ai ren and gang at fj.

den telecomm de tutorial.

i fell asleep.

like nobody business.

lol.

aft tat tut was another break.

i continued to slp.

shiock sia.

wahaha.

den woke up at 1500 for lab.

was like stoning and blur.

went to the lab.

the com unlike ours de.

its special lor.

den hang.

the screen black out.

dunno y.

yong jin wanted to off and on.

i told him better dun do tat.

wait kena.

den wait till tat idiot bobdog to come.

told him abt our com.

den he hafta restart.

den we hafta change com here and there.

wasted our time.

but we still managed to finished it on time.

lab test on week 15 and 16.

individual liao.

scary.

wait forget thisforget tat den die liao.

yup!

confirm next wed going paris le.

wif my ai ren.

and her classmates.

looking forward for tat!

=D

di not sure going or not.

SHE not going.

she's working.

expected de lah.

ai ren ask for the sake of asking nia.

haa.

hmm.

somehow will feel weird wired when hang ard wif them ba.

kind of extra ba.

ya.

kind of sensative to this kind of stuff de.

ya.

decided to work more often coz to earn more money.

haa.

=p

tml sch at 0900.

den band.

den work at 1500.

yup!.

=)

back from work.

june was still there when i reached.

she was doing her schedule.

she remind mi to be careful.

not to bullied by 'them'

hmm.

and oso.

promised to help her work on my hols liao.

12june(mon) - 0900 to 1700.

while she doing opening.

15june(thurs) - 1400 to 2300.

while she doing m3.

ya.

same timing as mi.

lalala.

think will haf great time working wif her man.

=D

this sat working at 1500 to 2300.

sun working at 0900 to 2100?!

lol.

12hrs?!

suet is pro de.

wahaha!

=D

hmm.

ya.

and oso heard a saddening and shockening news.

samuel was kena terminated.

OMG!!!

seriously i dun believe it lor.

i trust him he is not tat kind of person will do tat kind of thing.

but.

onli god noes whether he reallie did it ot not.

hais.

reallie sad.

lucky he is not terminated from kallang.

if not i will cry ba.

ya.

coz few yrs back ron and william oso kena terminated.

i cried.

and aft tat i missed them DAMN much lor.

hais.

when will i get to see samuel again?

aft last sun tat matter.

ivy comms to june in the comms book.

'shooting' june.

wtf lor.

she comms till as if she is the RM lor.

idiot her!

ya!

june told mi tat she was scolded by customer.

usinf the 'fuck' word.

FUCK lor tat customer.

bth this kind of ppl.

like wat june said.

all customers sux.

ya.

i agreed.

josias is back AGAIN in my store.

coz audrey going for 1 mth leave or watever lah.

not my prob.

i think he come back den start to create trouble liao.

siao liao.

-_-

juz now serene asked june to go opening at ubkr on 14june.

think shld be coz of tat incident.

den i kept on giving june eye signal to her saeing 'no!'

coz on 14june im working together wif her.

i dun wana work wif serene.

if reallie tat happen.

den i might not go work lor.

last min appointment lor.

who cares?!

i dun gif a damn!!

=x

reallie feel sad for samuel...

.....

....

...

..

.

..

...

....

.....

tml sch at 1000.

wana sleep liao.

having headache liao.

good night everyone.

sweet dreams.

take care.

^_^

happie 19th birthdae to my er jie!

hee!

=p

hope u had a nice dae even though u having ur tests.

sorry din manage to blog it ytd coz was rushing my report.

-_-

hmm.

ytd ah.

comm skills at 1000.

end at 1130.

tot i will be alone till 1500 for my maths.

heng ah.

michelle volunteered to acc mi.

thanx man.

AI REN!!

by the time u called mi.

im already on train liao.

'next stop.. khatib'

hee.

ps ah.

cant acc u to wait for ur johan.

=x

we went north point for long john.

den went to ur hse.

coz she hafta change shoes and go for her driving lesson.

we left at 1330.

so she acc mi till den lor.

at least better den nth.

went back to sch.

reached ard 1400.

den rot at elp.

surf net till 1500.

den go for maths.

was revising for common test.

lesson end at 1645.

den went home.

i went for jogging!

reallie!

believe or not.

i always wanted to jog ard my hse area de.

but always i deceided to go.

it rain.

two times already.

lucky ytd weather was not bad.

hee.

feel so nice when jogging.

if ever i got the chance to retake my 2.4.

i think i wun fail till so jialat ba.

haa.

den had dinner.

den watched tv.

DEN!

fuck!

my bro dun let mi use com.

IDIOT HIM!!!

argh!

damn freaking angry.

ended i finished my report ard 2+am.

-_-

den todae.

lesson at 0800.

went elp to print out my report,

den our tat lab teacher nv come.

the telecomm lecturer came.

he like dunno anything lor.

den todae my project got no improbement.

sian.

den wireless lab.

no lab oso.

went thru past yr paper.

aft tat waited ai ren for lunch.

haa.

den she tried my 'cookies'

she sae like eating brownie.

pro ah mi.

cookie can made till like brownie.

lol.

den went to the bo liao lect.

i oso nv listen.

almost fell asleep.

haa.

den went home.

wanted to go for jogging again.

but raining.

-_-

and hor.

was called to work oso.

so i agreed to work.

better ba.

better den staying at home quarrel wif my bro over using com.

hais.

how i wish i got my own com man.

=(

hmm.

abt my hols cravings.

mayb not tat le ba.

coz agreed june to help her work on 12june liao.

and i told her im having hols.

initially she dunno de.

hmm.

aiya.

tell her lor.

nvm.

den mayb 14 or 15june going paris wif ai ren.

den 19june shld be going for rebonding.

den 20june my store crew outing.

going seoul garden.

omg!

-_-

haa.

im like quite bz le sia.

but i still hafta study for common test!

dunno study wif who sia.

ai ren and mi both gone case de.

lol.

hmm.

ai ren ah.

wat shld i get for ur bdae?

shld i get u..

siew mai?

hotdog?

sausage?

moo cake?

well.

depend on my mood ba.

=p

=XxX

world cup starting.

ya.

not my prob.

BUT!

my store got live telecast.

wth!

i was telling june can i destroy the plasma tv.

den no more telecast liao.

lol.

sian.

confirm got ALOT world cup SIAO come de.

bth.

haa.

=D

off to work liao.

bye!

take care everyone!

=D

this will be a long post i suppose.
so plz read it till the end.
hee.
=p

hmm.
firstly.
thanx for ur sms and taggies.
reallie made mi feel tat im not alone.
although u cant be beside mi when i feel terrible.
but i reallie feel glad when i see words of caring-ness from u.
thanx.
=D

next.
abt my weekend work.
still as stressful.
dunno from when every weekend i work is real stressful.
hais.
i shouted at the riders.
but they are in the wrong in the first place.
they want drinks.
we gif them drinks.
they want food.
we gif them food.
now we juz need a favour from them they heck care.
wtf is this man.
we bloody hell so damn busy.
they are suppose to help us wrap trays when they got no orders.
they juz jolly well sitting outside smoking.
fuck.
i was damn angry and fed up lor.
i talked to them nicely they dun wan.
den i sort of shouted at them.
or rasied my voice.
watever they described as lah!
'we pay u not for u to sit outside and smoke.'
den they angry.
went to tell june i scold them.
sae lah.
whose fault in the first place?
i confirm plus chop garentee wif my head tat.
'IM NOT WRONG!'
if they reallie wana angry wif mi.
i reallie got nth to sae.
the worst thing is.
june mistaken tat it was ivy who went to scold them.
so june 'scolded' ivy instead of mi.
when june told mi tat she scolded ivy.
i did not hesitate and told her.
'not ivy. its mi'
june stunned.
i shouted at them.
they angry.
june shouted at them.
they obeyed her.
wat is this?!
reallie made mi feel demoralise lor.
hais.
reallie dunno how to educate those riders.
the whole store onli june can talk to the.
they onli listen to june.
and oso another suitation made mi feel demoralise.
i asked 1 of my crew to tack in his shirt.
he ans mi.
'huh.. u boss ar?'
hais.
how will u feel if u are treated tat way.
lucky
janice heard wat the crew replied mi.
janice told him.
'ya.. i sae so!'
hais.
now de crews are reallie difficult to teach and educate.
how i wish time can reallie turn back..

ya!
customers reallie sux!
reallie hope tat u all not one of them tat im describing.
how i wish customers can haf some sense of simple understanding.
so damn bloody lot of customers.
the queue till the door and somemore had a u-turn.
use BUTT and think oso noe tat need to queue for some time lah!
queue a few min longer like will hungry to death.
seriously i dunno y customers can queue for kfc for half an hr oso wun make noise.
den!
customers queue at mac for more den 10mins wana complaint liao.
na beh!
wana complaint.
jolly well complaint till u song lah!
kfc dun even care abt complaint de lor.
and mac so damn mind abt complaint.
argh!
wat to do.
mac is famous world wide.
think lah.
we ppl inside so damn busy working so hard to serve u.
u hungry we not hungry de meh.
we not tired de meh.
plz lah.
we are human too lor.
will hungry and will tired de lor.
will customer ever understand tat?!
i doubt so.
on sun i started work at 1230.
went for my break at 1630.
was busy all the way till 2300.
NON-STOP!
imagine!
im already damn hungry at night le.
but we dun haf the time to stop.
dun even haf the time to haf a drink lor!
still hafta continue to work.
i was DAMN hungry and i almost fainted.
outside customers noe?!
NO!!!
THEY DUNNO!!!
ARGH!!!
my store de ppl always sae.
shld let them stand in our shoes and they will noe how we feel.
recently i work hor.
work 1 dae i think i will old faster.
im always lose my temper during work.
hai.
although this job.
made mi angry.
made mi lose temper.
made mi scold ppl.
made mi shout at ppl.
made mi sad.
made mi cry.
i still like my job.
dun ask mi y.
like mean like ba.
=)

june is the scheduler now le.
suddenly thinking of wana help her to get more crews.
one way is to call those ex crews back.
most of them in my mind all having o's this yr.
so not going to disturb them.
will call them back aft their o's.
provided im still there lah.
mayb oso provided june is still the scheduler lah.
hmm.
but got someone in my mind.
wana ask back.
but i dun dare ba.
...
will talk to june abt this ba.
=)

ok.
enough of fruatration on customers.
enough of my work stuffs.
back to my new week of sch.
its week 8 le.
last week of the first half semester liao.
align="center">next week.
week 9 and 10 is term break.
the rest of the poly can enjoy during their term break.
while nyp student cant.
coz we having common test aft term break while the rest of the poly had their common test b4 term break.
izzit good or bad?
you hao you huai lah.depend how u think abt it.hmm.
shld be not going m'sia le.

SADED!!
=(
if go back.
i wanted 1 whole week!
hais.
dunno lah.
if staying here.
i wana go sun-tan.
go kbox.
go rebonding.
my main motive of going m'sia is for rebonding!
its cheaper and my cousin had a saloon there.
but..
=p
mayb clubbing if got ppl jio mi go.
wana go db o this time round.
wana try the cheap drink there.
haa!
see lor.
=D
enough of my hols craving le ba.
haa.

ytd sch was alright ba.
lesson at 0900.
and ai ren came to sch early for lunch.
shocked!
haa.
coz she had not joining mi for mon lunch for 2 weeks le.
i had been having mon lunch wif michelle.
so michelle joined mi wif them this time round.
and still got shuyi and sandi and boon.
hmm.
den had lect.
ai ren and mi was like.
gossiping ard?
lol.
and ai ren's acting skills was superb man.'ai ren! thanx for ur acting! =D'
and SHE.
seems like becoming more bitchy le.
bth.
anyway not my tai ji.
had not been seeing her for like 2 weeks liao?
haa.
good ah.
=p
den i sneaked into ai ren's de tutorial class.
so scary when tat bo tak taking attendance.
lol.
den went for the wireless elq.
sux.
argh.
reallie dun understand the module lor.
AI REN!!! I NEED HELP TOO!!! JIU MING AH!!!
went for the lect.
i didan wana go de.
but dunno y ai ren wana go.
coz last week mah.
so i went too.
i went there oso slp there.
lol.
woke up when onli he going thru the study guide.
he might as well dun go thru lor.
juz read out from there.
i oso noe how to read.
haa.
den aft sch met yun at cine at 1830.
she won 'almost love' movie tix from 933.
asked mi to go.
ya.
i dunno y she always haf the luck lor.
she won dunno how many pair of tix le lor.
haa.
or i dun haf patient in called 933?
lol.
=D
the movie was nice.
hee.

todae sch start at 0800.
was tired.
slept quite late the dae b4.
had the 3hrs lect.
den lunch.
den telecomm de lab.
did to do lab todae.
was going thru the past yr paper.
we are assigned to do particular qns.
i did it wif xuning.
-_-"
haa.
1 qns.
ours is 3 parts.
ONLY.
and guess how much time our teacher gave us.
1hr!
wth.
1hr for 1 3parts qns.
not writing essay leh.
juz write the defination nia.
oso need 1hr.
siao lang.
we finished within like.
10mins?
aft tat i slp lor.
till the next hr he go thru the ans den i wake up.
wah.
tat teacher reallie siao!
>_<
den went to the bo tak tutorial.
he finished ai ren's class within 45min.
he finished ours within 30mins.
pro ah he.
yi tian bi yi tian kuai.
lol.
=D
den aft sch liao.
michelle ask mi acc her go ps interview at secret recipe.
i acc-ed her.
her interview was successful.
she starting work next week liao.
den aft her interview we went carrefour shopped.
we bought the flour for baking cookies.
the one i loved ai ren made!
but too bad her oven spoilt le.
=x
den reached home.
i made.
haa.
cookies suppose to be crispy de hor.
mine is like quite soft.
as if like eating cake.
the taste is there lah.
juz tat dun haf the cookies de feeling nia.
lol.
tml sch at 1000 to 1700 coz of my maths lect.
will be bored again while waiting for it AGAIN.
hais.
see i got anything to do or anywhere to go or not ba.
hmm.
well.
im trying to control my diet recently.
had been gain weight le!
ARGH!!!
=X

im like always left alone while the rest are always paired up.
hais.
=(

im sad now.

damn sad.

terribly sad.

dun ask mi y.

its like out of sudden de.

i juz wana cry out loud.

anyone can tell mi wat happen to mi?!

anyone experienced tat b4?

hais!

SHINYI!!!

I NEED A BREAK TOO!!

ARGH!!

half a yr had gone.

and its june now.

time reallie flies.

hmm.

alot ppl bdae.

2 of my jie's 19th bdae.

my ai ren's 21st bdae.

dan's 23rd bdae.

dee's 21st bdae.

my bro bdae.

and i oso realised june's and yun's bro's bdae oso on june.

haa.

alot bdaes ah.

hmm.

and..

and..

and..

oso his 19th bdae.

will i still bother to send him a 'happy birthdae' msg?

SHAN!!

juz add 2 more mths to ur counting and it will be my 19th bdae!

=P

im reallie NOT in the correct mood.

anybody and help mi?

crying``

i went to sch for 3hrs nia.

2hrs of mobile app proj.

den elp.

suppose to be 2hrs.

lucky is elp.

so finish assignment can go liao.

i was sort of having headache.

hangover?

haa.

den i din do.

copied jo's and michelle's.

opps!

=x

den michelle and mi was the first to leave elp.

haa.

i noe y ytd night mos hav FAR TOO MUCH ppl liao.

jo told mi tat ytd got 'underage party'.

NO WONDER!!

wanted to slp de.

but..

ended up no.

haa.

sometimes im juz thinking TOO FAR liao.

hais.

look at the time now.

its 0519.

midnight!!

haa.

i juz reached home from mos.

sudden?

last min?

such of ba.

i reallie spent my wed well.

woke up at 0700.

to go my mother's workplace to help her wif her work.

den went to store at 1300 to calculate the BP incentives.

aft tat went to toa payoh to take 159 to sch.

b4 tat i went to preordered 5566 taiwan concert dvd.

helped xiu oso.

ya.

den took 159 to sch for my maths lect at 1500 to 1700++.

aft maths lect.

met yun ard 1745 for gym.

AFT TAT.

went home.

bathed.

had dinner.

den went mos.

y?

haa.

coz during maths lect.

i suddenly receive sms from joey.

'ger wana go mos tonight?'

i was like.

'huh'

lol.

den i sae ok lor.

her buddy went too.

named jerry.

he is a cock-ster.

talk cock num 1.

lol.

met joey ard 2315.

i waited for her for abt an hr!!

omg.

coz she cant get a single cab.

hmm.

second time went to mos liao.

kinda boring ba.

mainly is coz FAR TOO MUCH ppl liao.

reallie lor.

bth.

joey bought a jar of cranberry vodka.

we 2 share.

den jerry took beer.

i drank some too.

i think is the first time i can take the taste of beer.

coz i dun like beer de taste de mah.

i find it sux.

but juz now.

i found the taste was ok leh.

haa.

we left ard 0330.

den my sch later at 0800.

i told them im not going to slp.

if not sure cant wake up de.

so nice of them acc mi talk at liang court de mac.

we had a drink there.

talk cock.

talk rubbish lor.

im tired liao lor.

but still hafta tong.

but we oso left mac ard 0415.

coz joey was asked to go NBR to take schedule.

hmm.

ok lor.

reached home ard 0430 ba.

ya.

reallie not going to slp.

later go for mobile app de lab.

den wireless de elp.

den ciao le.

not going for the mobile app de lect.

go oso useless.

hope can leave the elp erlier.

den can go home slp.

lol.

joey working at 1400.

at least she can slp b4 work.

feel like slping now.

omg.

how?!